| Location | Shrewsbury |
| Age | 4 months |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 18/07/2007 |
| Date of Death | 02/12/2007 |
| Visitors | 13,565 since 15/12/2007 |
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To all my gts friends,
I would just like to thank you all for your continued support and for lighting Olivia's candles
while i have been unable to.Olivia is now a big sister baby Oliver was born on the 6th september and
is doing fine so once again thank you all my love Louise.xxxxx
The beginning of December 2006 we found out i was pregnant we were shocked but happy.Over the next
few months i was suffering terribly with the pregnancy i was diagnosed with s.p.d.(symphysis pubis
dysfunction)which is basically your pelvic bones loosen and grind together causing severe pain and
gets worse with babys growth.Any way i was having to attend the Royal Shrewsbury Hospital every day
as thay were concerned my baby wasnt growing so wanted to keep a close eye on us.On July the 17th
2007 i was admitted and told they would induce me the following day.18th July 2007 i was taken to
the labour ward and enduced after 3hrs 15 mins of labour our beautiful daughter Olivia Helen Perkins
arrived weighing in at 5lb 10oz.I didnt get long with her as i was rushed to theatre as my placenta
needed to be removed surgically.
The next few weeks flew by with all the things that come with being a new mum.Olivia needed feeding
every 2 hrs because of her low birth weight but she soon was a little chubbs.We had so much fun in
such a short time we used to play clap hands and she would giggle her little head off and i used to
sing Bleeding love and beautiful girl to her and she would flap her arms about and kick her legs
with excitment.Daddy also used to play the guitar to her and she would try and grab it from him "oh
such lovely memories".
Then Saturday the 1st December 2007 was a normal day for us we just laze around watching sports.At
9pm i gave Olivia her bottle and we were taking photos of her posing in daddys hat at about midnight
we headed off to bed .The last thing i saw from Olivia was her beautiful smile then we all fell
asleep.The next morning about 7.10am we found her looking grey and not moving i instantly became
hysterical but had to go and phone an ambulance while her daddy was trying to revive her but to no
avail.Two friends came over and tried too, all i remember was standing in the street in the pouring
rain,next thing the ambulance came and whisked her away,daddy went with her and i followed in the
car .We got to the hospital and waited in a little room,what seemed like hours after we heard the
most haunting words ever IM SORRY.That was it my life felt over, my little Olivia had gone she was 4
months old.We chose not to see her as i could not let her go again.Within 1hr of leaving the
hospital the police arrived but was treated very nicely and had a lot of help from our liason
officer.The next days,weeks just went by in a blur......................................
On the 18th December 2007 at 10am my beautiful daughter was laid to rest surrounded by her loving
family and friends.Her daddy carried her in to the church which broke his heart but for those few
moments he had Olivia in his arms where she belonged Her beautiful song blared out which to this day
i can still not listen to.Well from the day she left us i have never felt the same i am no longer
complete without my little girl
Olivia.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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I would like to take this time to thank my wonderful husband Glen for doing all he does for us
despite suffering himself.
All my other children for putting up with mum not being herself.
Sylvia and Melvin for their support and prayers.
My brother Nick for looking after us the way he did.
My mum and auntie Patsy for going to see Olivia and dressing her for the final time.
Rev Peter Barnes for blessing Olivia and providing her with a beautiful service at her funeral.
And last but not least all my G.T.S. friends who light a candle or leave a tribute or picture for
Olivia THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart you all mean so much to me all my love
Louise.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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~♥~MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU AND
YOUR ANGEL ~♥~
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I WOULD LIKE TO THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY
HEART FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT AND KINDNESS SHOWN TO ME AND MY ANGELS
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We've shared our hearts full of holiday cheer
and shopped for presents for loved ones this year
the house is dresses up with garland and lights
that sparkle and shine through the holiday nights.
But even with all of this Holiday bliss
there's someone we lost that we terribly miss
and as this christmas day draws near
we wish with all our hearts you was here.
Your living your life way up past the stars
somewer past jupiter, saturn and mars
your spending your christmas in heaven you see
and last night as i slept, a dream came to me.
You was standing before me, happy and well
you said to me,'i have something to tell...
heaven's more wonderous than you would believe
it's the greatest of gifts i could ever recieve.
I'd like for you all to remember the good...
you know that i'd be there if only i could
so dont feel bad that im not there
there are so many memories you can share.
As you gather together, im sure you will find
the gifts deep within you that i left behind
each one is unique and wrapped brightly in love
they shine from your hearts as i shine from above
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♥ SENDING CHRISTMAS WISHES WITH CHRISTMAS KISSES. ♥
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LOTS OF LOVE AUNTIE SHEILA.X
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HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND EVERYONE
THIS TRIBUTE IS FOR FRIDAY (BUSY DAY FOR ME)
Our Lives changed, the very moment you passed away.
We couldn't stop it; there was nothing we could say.
You've touched our lives so deeply to a point you will never know,
We try to think about you when we are feeling down and low.
Sometimes when our day gets hard we will think about your beautiful smile
And if we listen hard enough we will hear your voice after a while.
It's you who give us a reason to go on with our day,
And now if we want to see you we'll bow our heads and pray.
We catch ourselves looking for you still, in the halls and at the front door,
But when we call your name there is no reply any more!
We never thought a day would come where we would be apart,
God has you in his keepings, we have you in our hearts.
Life will go on, but never will be the same,
Your beautiful smile is gone, but it will always remain.
You're our angel from up above.
You'll always be missed, but most importantly... loved.
Just one more minute, God, is all we ask- why can't you give them back;
It seems like such a simple task. We guess people are right when they say God only takes the best,
We know enough now that you're peacefully at rest.
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You can shed tears that they are gone,
Or you can smile because they lived,
You can close your eyes and pray that they will come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that they have left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see them
Or you can be full of the love that you shared,
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember them and only that they are gone
Or you can cherish the memory and let it live on,
You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your back,
Or you can do what they would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.
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I'm writing this from heaven, where I dwell with God above.
Where there's no more tears or sadness, there's just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy because I am out of sight
Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night.
And I will stay beside you, every day, week and year
And when you're sad I'll still be there to wipe away your tears.
When you think of my life on earth and all those living years
Because your only human their bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry it does relieve the pain
Remember there wouldn't be flowers unless we first had rain.
I wish I could tell you of all that God has planned
But even if I were able to, you wouldn't understand.
When your going down the street and you've got me on your mind
I'm walking in your footsteps and only half a step behind.
And if you feel a gentle breeze or wind upon your face
Remember it's only me with a loving and soft embrace.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)
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Tears are falling sofly, As gently as spring rain, Falling on the memory, that cannot ease the pain. The pain of having lost you, of having had to part, The longing just to see you, That forever breaks our hearts.☆ * ☆ *☆ * ☆ * .☆ * ☆ *
Love Always Tanya...xx
Sorry no candle past couple of days..my dad has been in hospital having tests so have not had time to log on .
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SNOWMAN KISSES
Snowflakes from Heaven as white as can be!
Can build a Snowman for
all to see!
He's cute and cuddly and full of good wishes!
And wants to give you a bunch of his kisses!
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sending you lots of love and hugs for christmas xxxxxxx
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MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY 2009 XXXX
Love Belindaxxxx
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Christmas In Heaven
I see the countless Christmas Trees around the world below,
with tiny lights, like heaven's stars, reflecting on the snow.
The sight is so spectacular, please wipe away that tear,
for I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear,
but the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here.
I have no words to tell you, the joy their voices bring,
for it is beyond description, to hear the angels sing.
I know how much you miss me. I see the pain inside your heart,
but I am not so far away. We really aren't apart.
So be happy for me dear ones. You know I hold you dear,
and be glad I'm spending Christmas, with Jesus Christ this year.
I send you each a special gift, from my heavenly home above.
I send you each a memory of, my undying love.
After all 'LOVE' is the gift, more precious than pure gold.
It was always most important in the stories Jesus told.
Please love and keep each other, as my Father said to do,
for I can't count the blessing or love he has for each of you.
So have a Merry Christmas and wipe away that tear,
Remember, I'm spending Christmas, with Jesus Christ this year
I have not turned my back on you,
so there is no need to cry.
I'm watching you from heaven,
just beyond the morning sky.
I've seen you almost fall apart,
when you could barely stand.
I asked the Lord to comfort you,
and watched him take your hand.
He told me you are in more pain,
then I could ever be.
He wiped his eyes and swallowed hard,
then gave your hand to me.
Although you may not feel my touch,
or see me by your side.
I've whispered that I love you,
while I wiped each tear you cried.
So please try not to ache for me,
we'll meet again one day,
beyond the dark and stormy sky,
a Rainbow lights the way.
I am very sorry that I have not lit any candles this past month...I have been a bit down lately...and also had some bad news about my dad and havent felt able to light candles on the site...
But You and your Angels have never been far from my thoughts ...and I thank you for your continued support with lighting Michaels candles xxx
Love Always Tanya xxxxxx
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