| Location | Shrewsbury |
| Age | 4 months |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 18/07/2007 |
| Date of Death | 02/12/2007 |
| Visitors | 13,567 since 15/12/2007 |
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To all my gts friends,
I would just like to thank you all for your continued support and for lighting Olivia's candles
while i have been unable to.Olivia is now a big sister baby Oliver was born on the 6th september and
is doing fine so once again thank you all my love Louise.xxxxx
The beginning of December 2006 we found out i was pregnant we were shocked but happy.Over the next
few months i was suffering terribly with the pregnancy i was diagnosed with s.p.d.(symphysis pubis
dysfunction)which is basically your pelvic bones loosen and grind together causing severe pain and
gets worse with babys growth.Any way i was having to attend the Royal Shrewsbury Hospital every day
as thay were concerned my baby wasnt growing so wanted to keep a close eye on us.On July the 17th
2007 i was admitted and told they would induce me the following day.18th July 2007 i was taken to
the labour ward and enduced after 3hrs 15 mins of labour our beautiful daughter Olivia Helen Perkins
arrived weighing in at 5lb 10oz.I didnt get long with her as i was rushed to theatre as my placenta
needed to be removed surgically.
The next few weeks flew by with all the things that come with being a new mum.Olivia needed feeding
every 2 hrs because of her low birth weight but she soon was a little chubbs.We had so much fun in
such a short time we used to play clap hands and she would giggle her little head off and i used to
sing Bleeding love and beautiful girl to her and she would flap her arms about and kick her legs
with excitment.Daddy also used to play the guitar to her and she would try and grab it from him "oh
such lovely memories".
Then Saturday the 1st December 2007 was a normal day for us we just laze around watching sports.At
9pm i gave Olivia her bottle and we were taking photos of her posing in daddys hat at about midnight
we headed off to bed .The last thing i saw from Olivia was her beautiful smile then we all fell
asleep.The next morning about 7.10am we found her looking grey and not moving i instantly became
hysterical but had to go and phone an ambulance while her daddy was trying to revive her but to no
avail.Two friends came over and tried too, all i remember was standing in the street in the pouring
rain,next thing the ambulance came and whisked her away,daddy went with her and i followed in the
car .We got to the hospital and waited in a little room,what seemed like hours after we heard the
most haunting words ever IM SORRY.That was it my life felt over, my little Olivia had gone she was 4
months old.We chose not to see her as i could not let her go again.Within 1hr of leaving the
hospital the police arrived but was treated very nicely and had a lot of help from our liason
officer.The next days,weeks just went by in a blur......................................
On the 18th December 2007 at 10am my beautiful daughter was laid to rest surrounded by her loving
family and friends.Her daddy carried her in to the church which broke his heart but for those few
moments he had Olivia in his arms where she belonged Her beautiful song blared out which to this day
i can still not listen to.Well from the day she left us i have never felt the same i am no longer
complete without my little girl
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I would like to take this time to thank my wonderful husband Glen for doing all he does for us
despite suffering himself.
All my other children for putting up with mum not being herself.
Sylvia and Melvin for their support and prayers.
My brother Nick for looking after us the way he did.
My mum and auntie Patsy for going to see Olivia and dressing her for the final time.
Rev Peter Barnes for blessing Olivia and providing her with a beautiful service at her funeral.
And last but not least all my G.T.S. friends who light a candle or leave a tribute or picture for
Olivia THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart you all mean so much to me all my love
Louise.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.
If we could bring you back again,
For one more hour or day,
We’d express all our unspoken love;
We’d have countless things to say.
If we could bring you back again,
We’d say we treasured you,
And that your presence in our lives
Meant more than we ever knew.
If we could bring you back again,
To tell you what we should,
You’d know how much we miss you now,
And if we could, we would.
Our memories build a special bridge
When loved ones have to part.
To help us feel we're with them still
And soothe a grieving heart.
Our memories span the years we shared,
Preserving ties that bind.
They build a special bridge of love
And bring us peace of mind.
As New Year approaches
It seems harder this time of year
We miss you so much more
The only thing that gets us through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much we care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
I would like to thank everyone for all the candles, tributes gifts and kind words they have left on Christopher’s website I appreciate every single one.
I would also like to wish you all A Happy New Year & my best wishes for 2009.
Angela X
New Years Day
Grandads party
Hi sweet pea i bet you and mark are having a great time at your grandads birthday party love and kisses xxx
☆ All My love to you And your Angel ☆
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☆ My Love As Always
debbie xXx ☆
A Mothers Love
The love a mother has
Runs so very deep
That love is so special
It’s in her heart to keep
A mother’s heart is broken
She is ripped apart inside
There is a part of her missing
It left when her child died
So please don’t tell me to get over it
For this I can not do
Unless you understand my feelings
And this has happened to you
Only another mother who has lost a child
Can understand my pain
Because the also suffer daily
As the memories of their child remain
We are a band of mothers
Whose hearts will never heal?
For the loss of our children
Is for us, so very real.
Copyright© Sam Winson
FOR MY GTS FRIEND AND FAMILY X
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☆ All My love to you And your Angel ☆
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☆ All My Love As Always
JO xXx ☆
WITH LOVE XXX
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Christmas
Well my beautiful Olivia christmas day will soon be here and how i so wish you were here with us to enjoy the special day. Mummy is so so sad as you probably know sweetie Nanny Mollie become an angel a few days ago and i am already missing her so please tell her how much i love her and give her lots of kisses from me.Well do you like all your new gifts that you have had recently we are running out of space on your unit now but hey not to worry Livvy cause after christmas we are going to be moving to a bigger house so i can just buy a bigger unit hehehe.xxxxxAt the moment things are pretty quiet every one is asleep so i thought i would write to you as i have not done so for a long time even though i talk to you every day i dont always get to tell you every thing but then you probably know every thing any way dont you ? Ellie is soooooooooo exited that santa is on his way she drove me crazy this evening asking how long it would be till he came bless her.As for little Oliver well he is too young to understand this year but still he must of been a good boy cause it looks like he will be having lots of presents.Well my very special christmas angel mummy must say goodnight for now as i have lots to do so for now Olivia have a very merry christmas and dont forget mummy loves and misses you more than words can say and dont forget to tell nanny Mollie mummy loves her lots too goodnight beautiful millions off hugs and kisses love Mummy.xxxxxxxxxxxx
Merry christmas
Merry Christmas Sweetheart, i was talking to your nanny Jackie today she was a little sad, so we all looked at your picture and felt much better.
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Good night little angel.
My Christmas wish for you, my friend
Is not a simple one
For I wish you hope and joy and peace
Days filled with warmth and sun
I wish you love and friendship too
Throughout the coming year
Lots of laughter and happiness
To fill your world with cheer
May you count your blessings, one by one
And when totaled by the lot
May you find all you've been given
To be more than what you sought
May your journeys be short, your burdens light
May your spirit never grow old
May all your clouds have silver linings
And your rainbows pots of gold
I wish this all and so much more
May all your dreams come true
May you have a Merry Christmas friend
And a happy New Year, too ..
Thank you so much for all kind words,Pictures and for thinking of Richard. God bless love Barbara xxxxx
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