Olivia Helen Perkins

2007 - 2007
LocationShrewsbury
Age4 months
Cause of DeathCot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
Date of Birth18/07/2007
Date of Death02/12/2007
Visitors13,566 since 15/12/2007
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To all my gts friends,
I would just like to thank you all for your continued support and for lighting Olivia's candles
while i have been unable to.Olivia is now a big sister baby Oliver was born on the 6th september and
is doing fine so once again thank you all my love Louise.xxxxx


The beginning of December 2006 we found out i was pregnant we were shocked but happy.Over the next
few months i was suffering terribly with the pregnancy i was diagnosed with s.p.d.(symphysis pubis
dysfunction)which is basically your pelvic bones loosen and grind together causing severe pain and
gets worse with babys growth.Any way i was having to attend the Royal Shrewsbury Hospital every day
as thay were concerned my baby wasnt growing so wanted to keep a close eye on us.On July the 17th
2007 i was admitted and told they would induce me the following day.18th July 2007 i was taken to
the labour ward and enduced after 3hrs 15 mins of labour our beautiful daughter Olivia Helen Perkins
arrived weighing in at 5lb 10oz.I didnt get long with her as i was rushed to theatre as my placenta
needed to be removed surgically.


The next few weeks flew by with all the things that come with being a new mum.Olivia needed feeding
every 2 hrs because of her low birth weight but she soon was a little chubbs.We had so much fun in
such a short time we used to play clap hands and she would giggle her little head off and i used to
sing Bleeding love and beautiful girl to her and she would flap her arms about and kick her legs
with excitment.Daddy also used to play the guitar to her and she would try and grab it from him "oh
such lovely memories".


Then Saturday the 1st December 2007 was a normal day for us we just laze around watching sports.At
9pm i gave Olivia her bottle and we were taking photos of her posing in daddys hat at about midnight
we headed off to bed .The last thing i saw from Olivia was her beautiful smile then we all fell
asleep.The next morning about 7.10am we found her looking grey and not moving i instantly became
hysterical but had to go and phone an ambulance while her daddy was trying to revive her but to no
avail.Two friends came over and tried too, all i remember was standing in the street in the pouring
rain,next thing the ambulance came and whisked her away,daddy went with her and i followed in the
car .We got to the hospital and waited in a little room,what seemed like hours after we heard the
most haunting words ever IM SORRY.That was it my life felt over, my little Olivia had gone she was 4
months old.We chose not to see her as i could not let her go again.Within 1hr of leaving the
hospital the police arrived but was treated very nicely and had a lot of help from our liason
officer.The next days,weeks just went by in a blur......................................


On the 18th December 2007 at 10am my beautiful daughter was laid to rest surrounded by her loving
family and friends.Her daddy carried her in to the church which broke his heart but for those few
moments he had Olivia in his arms where she belonged Her beautiful song blared out which to this day
i can still not listen to.Well from the day she left us i have never felt the same i am no longer
complete without my little girl
Olivia.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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I would like to take this time to thank my wonderful husband Glen for doing all he does for us
despite suffering himself.

All my other children for putting up with mum not being herself.

Sylvia and Melvin for their support and prayers.


My brother Nick for looking after us the way he did.

My mum and auntie Patsy for going to see Olivia and dressing her for the final time.

Rev Peter Barnes for blessing Olivia and providing her with a beautiful service at her funeral.

And last but not least all my G.T.S. friends who light a candle or leave a tribute or picture for
Olivia THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart you all mean so much to me all my love
Louise.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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My first christmas in heaven xx

My First Christmas in Heaven
I see the countless
Christmas trees
around the world below
With tiny lights, like Heaven's stars,
reflecting on the snow

The sight is so spectacular,
please wipe away the tear
For I am spending Christmas with
Jesus Christ this year.

I hear the many Christmas songs
that people hold so dear
But the sounds of music can't compare
with the Christmas choir up here.

I have no words to tell you,
the joy their voices bring,
For it is beyond description,
to hear the angels sing.

I know how much you miss me,
I see the pain inside your heart.
But I am not so far away,
We really aren't apart.

So be happy for me, dear ones,
You know I hold you dear.
And be glad I'm spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year.

I sent you each a special gift,
from my heavenly home above.
I sent you each a memory
of my undying love.

After all, love is a gift more precious
than pure gold.
was always most important
the stories Jesus told.

Please love and keep each other,
my Father said to do.
I can't count the blessing or love
has for each of you.

So have a Merry Christmas and
Wipe away that tear
Remember, I am spending Christmas with
Jesus Christ this year

Another Bereaved Mum December 18, 2007

so sorry

i can feel the pain your fam. is going through just reading your words of luv for Olivia. Beautiful Olivia for no reason in an instant gone, such pain. I will pray God conforts you in the coming days. May God confort Olivias brother and sisters it's so unfair they cry this loss at such a young age.
Olivia in heaven my Joshua will watch over you as he will see his sister in you, to good for this earth, so painful being a parent of an angel. God bless.

Maria Bonilla December 18, 2007

So Sorry

I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful baby girl, I know your pain I lost my baby girl Lucy recently in the same way we are still awaiting answers... Its so unfair how our healthy babies can be just taken from us in an instant... My thoughts & prayers are with you and your family.

Sweet dreams Olivia xxxxxx

Alison Lucy Dunnes Mammy (Lucy Dunnes Mammy) December 18, 2007

Goodbye Darling

I know that i am going to carry you for the last time tomorrow. I pray that i can let you go again, to say goodbye again to such a sweet angel is killing me but i owe you that much my darling Gods speed my Little Angel all my love
Daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Louise Perkins (Mother) December 17, 2007

So Sorry for the loss of Olivia

I wish I could say something to take your pain away at this very difficult time for you all.

I hope tomorrow is gentle on you all as you lay Olivia to rest.

Rest in Peace Olivia.

Love Sue X

Sue (Mommy to an angel) December 17, 2007

So sorry for the loss of your little princess ~ There are no words to describe the pain, My thoughts and love are with you and your family xxx I will be thinking of you tomorrow xxx

Sweetdreams Olivia xxx

Maxine Whittall (GTS & OFB) December 17, 2007

My Little Angel

My Darling Olivia, i always called you My Little Angel, i guess you really are now, i miss you so much life will never be the same. Rest peacefully in the arms of Jesus now all my love My Little Angel always,
Daddy...xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Louise Perkins (Mother) December 15, 2007

I love you my baba

i feel as if someone has came up to me and put a stake through my heart now you've gone. if i could do anything to get you back i would. you were gods baby and i was lucky to share the name PERKINS with you and no matter what happens nothing will stop me from loving you and if they do god help them now i am going to say hard words
R.I.P olivia helen perkins
i love you
Ryan Perkins xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Ryan (Brother) December 15, 2007

my little princess

Darling sister olivia i will never forget you. you are in my heart every second i would love you to come back to life, we all tried to help you to come back to life but we could not help you. we all miss you and we always will miss you, i love you so much darling i would love to be with you, love from your loving sisters Ellie,Abbie and sophie and your loving brother ryan and your mummy and daddy ...xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Sophie (Sister) December 15, 2007

My best sister

Life is not good with out you here it is the worst thing i have ever had happen in my life i really want you back i will always miss you and love you So PLEASE REMEMBER ME i love you with alll my Heart and rest in peace my little Baby love Abbie xXx

Abbie (Sister) December 15, 2007
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